所有深爱，都是秘密 ♥

我想你不知道。



我真的很爱很爱你，很依赖你。

想和你有很长很长很大很大的未来。



很想把所有好东西都给你。

很想肆无忌惮的爱你。

很想每天跟你在一起。

很想你生病的时候我都在你身边。 ♥

很想每天都有你大大的拥抱。

很想你不开心的时候我都可以哄你。

很想你也同样依赖我。

很想经常看你撒娇的小样子。

很想把你喂的胖胖的健健康康的。

很想每天可以听到你的晚安。

很想你永远不会丢下我一个人。

很想你一直在身边的温暖。

很想你记得你的每一句承诺。

很想你可以一直有开心时可爱的样子。

很想你可以像我信任你一样信任我。

很想和你看感人的电影。

很想和你一起分享美味。

很想打开手机就看到你的短信。

很想再听你在我耳边说我爱你。

很想和你一起赖床。

很想和你喝酒喝到嗨。

很想在寒冷的冬日里回头就能找到你的怀抱。

很想和你手牵手散步。

很想每天陪你一起吃饭上课。

很想和你挤公交。

很想和你坐地铁。

很想抱着你痛痛快快哭一场。

很想听到你向我温温暖暖的求婚。

很想得到所有人的祝福。

很想搂着你照婚纱照。

很想去个小镇静静的度蜜月。

很想和你有个小家。

很想每周和你一起看快乐大本营。

很想每天做饭等你回家。

很想每天早上睁眼就看见你。

很想每晚有你陪我看电影。

很想跟你逛街给你买衣服。

很想生个孩子叫我妈妈叫你爸爸。

很想一起照张美美的全家福。

很想一起努力在海边买套房子。

很想每天陪你去散步。

很想陪你走完你的一生。

很想一直一直不分开。

很想你可以一直爱我。

很想我们可以有个一辈子。

很想会有你说的白头偕老。

很想。

很想。

很想。





可这些都是我想的，

我想的而已。



我本来就是个爱幻想的姑娘。

有时候我都觉得自己太不实际。

可能你会嫌弃，会不喜欢，

也可能你会觉得烦。



可我就是这样，

这也的的确确都是我想的。



你从小未来变成小美好。

也只有我我知道我究竟经历了什么。



可这些，我永远也不想让你知道。

如果容忍不了我、那麼別再走進我的世界.

我並不溫柔

我脾氣不好

我容易生氣

我粗魯

我野蠻

我任性

我容易吃醋

我容易心痛

我容易亂想

我生氣時絕不想說話

我開心了會一直傻笑

我受委屈會放在心里

我在乎了就想被你知道

我喜歡在伤心的時候

聽伤心的歌

我喜歡在開心的時候

和在乎的人分享

我喜歡被在乎

我佔有欲強

屬於我的東西就是我的

別人不要亂碰

即使一根汗毛也不行！

我喜歡被寵

我喜歡寵我在乎的人

我好說話並不代表我好欺負

我罵你並不代表不喜歡你

我對你微笑並不代表我對你友善

我對你生氣說明我在乎你

我對你說話有禮貌說明我們友情不深

我做的都是我自己

看不慣本人?

閃之不稀罕

我愛哭、愛笑、愛鬧

不喜歡我就別靠近我

負擔不起

就不要向我挑戰

靠近我就拿出你的真心

不然別惹我！

更加不要走進我的世界……

他忘了我在等他~=‘(

已经2小时了~

他还没回来~

我在默默的等他~

好希望他快点回来...因为我累了~

我想抱着他睡下~

我也有点担心他~

可是...walkie talkie 里~听到他没事酱的`有说有笑~

酱我就放心了点~

可是我真的好累,好冷~

好希望他现在可以抱我`

在这里...一直听到一首歌~

我不知道歌名...但我知道歌里有一点歌词是"可能是天安排我们分手"

是暗示吗?

是在暗示我们不该在一起吗？

可是我发觉到我有点爱上他了~不是一点...是好爱~

我不知道为何有一种感觉我不能失去他~

怎么办啊？

我知道他还舍不得他前女友~

我想帮他忘记掉她~

可是~我怕我会失败~

他一定很想她~

女的~你别那么野蛮了好吗？

回去他身边吧~

我愿意放弃他~

因为我知道...他告诉关于你的故事的时候他还很爱你~

我也应该感受到你也很爱他~

虽然我会不舍得~但我会尽力~

尽力去不爱他~

虽然我嘴巴告诉了他我不介意~

但在我心里~

我是超级介意的~

女的...你知道吗？

他每天一定会提到你的~

他还很在乎你~

我不想做那个坏人去拆掉你们~

所以我投降...我离开...

如果你还在乎他~别让他走~

你们是相爱的~

他:我原谅你...你忘了我 是因为你满脑都是她~

我原谅你~因为你还爱她~

你别让他走了~

再见了~

he wont love me anymore

He doesn't love me
too cold when we hold hands
too gentle when we hug
he doesn't love me
he's far away when we're speaking
very still during the silences
I know he doesn't love me
I can see it in his eyes
I can see it in his heart
the shadows of another person his memories are tainted with days gone by
I can see it in his heart the films of them together he doesn't love me still he claimed my heart

见到老公的时候我就知道我不能失去他了~=]♥

终于期待很久的那一天终于来了~

耶~！跟老公出去咯~

今天早上老公8.30 miss call我叫我起身~

哈哈...

我9点多才醒~xD

不知道发什么神经酱累~

然后10.30出门咯`

哈哈`

yuki 到先...

哈哈 给她骂咯~

因为我说我到了可是还没到~xD

到了那里`

我衰人爸爸要跟下来==

怕我给人吃掉咩~爸爸你太紧张了=P

然后不是介绍yuki给老豆认识咯~

过后爸爸还说要跟我们走~我才懒得理他...吹他快快去打golf

哈哈~

过后去打机场找老公咯`

看他打机样子真的是很豆记恨可爱咯~

哈哈~

还玩捉金鱼~捉到了老公跟他朋友不懂几开心~

哈哈~笑死我了xD

过后我们去cool blog买水了就去mcdonald坐坐谈天咯`

然后玩老公电话~老公电话真的很多女孩子照片哦~

我是的确有点吃醋可是没关系拉`

=] 老公有我心就好`

过后我和yuki耳朵痒去打耳洞~

过后就去看skyline咯...哈哈~

根老公在戏院亲来亲去~臭老公还明知道我打了耳洞还去弄我耳朵!!!

痛到我啊~ =X

臭老公还喝汽水哦~!!!

我不会再看SKYLINE了~！！！

恐怖到老公还说不恐怖~

他朋友都怕了哦~哈哈~

看完戏过后就去吃东西咯`

哟~我到时间回了咯~几不舍得~T^T

希望可以在看到老公~哈哈~

希望只有起点♥♥♥

• 
  ❤的时候，要懂得珍惜；
  
  该放手的时候，要懂得放手...
  
  
  
  
  放手，只因为❤得太深；
  
  ❤太深，才对自己没把握，
  
  要用放弃做赌注。
  
  
  
  输了...就得面对！
  
  曾经问过自己，这场赌局，
  
  会输还是会赢？还是平手收场？
  
  最后双方都两败俱伤？
  
  我不知道，也不敢想...
  
  
  
  希望你好好珍惜我，我为你付出的不会少，
  
  如果你再毫不留情的点燃我的底线...
  
  也别怪我无情...
  
  
  
  ❤你是真的，对你好等于对自己好，我也认为是对的...
  
  希望我们的❤可以像现在一样维持下去...
  
  过去的事，我不想再追究！
  
  
  
  我也希望我们的❤，
  
  只有起点，没有终点...
  
  

我不是你想像那麼勇敢 ❤

有時候太堅強　笑容卻填不滿眼眶

越是想要隱藏　歌聲就唱的更響亮

直到入到心底最深處

你不要追問我　還缺了些什麼

每個人都有夢　幸福總站在最遠方

心中越是渴望　越是不敢伸手擁抱

誰的心是我最後一站

我強問我自己　現在還沒有個答案

我不是你想像那麼勇敢

多想讓你保護能流淚一場

讓我放下武裝　像個孩子一樣

單純的把愛情放在你心上...♥

老公我爱你~♥ =]

因为爱你，和你在一起时让我很开心...



因为爱你，就算你的一句话都会让我很幸福...



因为爱你，也让我流了很多泪...



因为爱你，所以就算发生什么事我都不放弃...



因为爱你，所以我害怕失去你...



因为爱你，希望你是我的唯一不想你心里还有其他人...



因为爱你，所以我包容你的缺点而不是忍你...



因为爱你，就算你要我做什么我都愿意...



因为爱你，所以我甘愿付出我的所有...



因为爱你，只要你在我哭闹时哄我安慰我，我就会停止...



因为爱你，哪怕你一句笨拙的话哄我，我也会很开心...



因为爱你，所以会对你发脾气...



因为爱你，只想把最好的留给你...



因为爱你，只想在你伤心难过时陪着你...



因为爱你，每一刻都想着你。就算有东西忙，脑海还是有你的影子...



因为爱你，所以每晚都希望有你的声音哄我睡觉...



因为爱你，所以会生气你不理我...那也是还怕你丢下我...



因为爱你，就算再累都甘愿等你...



因为爱你，当联络不到你时会担心你...

因为爱你，所以在乎你...



因为爱你，想你是希望你能多陪陪我...



因为爱你，对你任性了...



因为爱你，会因为你的一句话而开心或伤心...



因为爱你，想你时知道你在忙也想打给你听听你声音，哪怕只有10秒...



因为爱你，所以不舍得和你结束通话...



因为爱你，所以当你不理我时就会乱想...

老公...
你是我的了~
你不准离开我了哦~
老公老婆永远爱你~
么么~♥♥♥

That last day ♥

That last day...i know for sure u wont be beside me anymore...

That last day... i know u wont miss me anymore...

That last day... i know u cant love me anymore...

That last day...from that moment on i know you wont be mine...

That last day... i know i have to let you go...

That last day... i know i had the best days of my life when im with you...

That last dat... i know i have to let you go...

but i cant... i still miss you...i know its been weeks...

i cant bear to see you with other girls...

my heart still aches...

i miss you i just want u to know that...

even though i know u cant be mine anymore... i just wish to be some part in your life...

i miss all the moments with you...

i wish to cry for you...

i wish to love you...

i wish to taste the sweetness in your love again...

but i know i cant... and its my fault....

i let love go...and i cant save it back ♥

back to ♥ disease~ *11/9*

back with anderson mak again♥ xD
sii beh happy neh~
but hor...=[
he change a bit le...
he want me to listen him all the time and dun choose option le...
he dun let me go back "lao di fang" le~
he dun answer my call...although he is working...i miss him =[
sometimes he wont even reply me T.T mayb he busy?
i just hope he can change a bit and treat me just a bit better~
a lot of ppl scold becuz i together back with him...
he say he play u wan...dun believe him~
but i dun care...even if he play me oso i dun mind~
becuz i love too much and i cant let him go le~
i'll never find a guy like him le~
ppl... LOVE♥ takes sacrifices~
i rather sacrifice my life than letting him go~
love its all it take~♥
honey if you are seeing this..
just wanna let u know
I ♥ U~
I MISS U~
I NEED YOU~
=]
signing off~
fish~

没人会真正了解我心情~♥

咳~

19/8-1/9/2010...

第2期的快乐就酱结束了~

可能这样会比较快乐吧...

可能你真的会比较满足吧~

我离开你应该对别人开心点吧~

对不起

我真的不忍心的...

可是为了“她”~

我必须怎么做...

现在伤你好过以后感情深刻后果不堪色想~

可能我寂寞了

满足到你的心还有他的心~

我宁愿寂寞了...

你们开心我也开心~

听过吗？

“我寂寞寂寞就好

这时候谁都别来安慰 拥抱

就让我一个人去痛到

受不了想到 快疯掉 死不了就还好

我寂寞寂寞就好

你真的不用来我回忆里微笑

我就不相信我会笨到

忘不了赖着 不放掉

人本来就寂寞的 借来的都该还掉”

人本来就寂寞的 借来的都该还掉...

人是永远寂寞的~

是对的吗？

所以我做的是对的吗？

我宁愿伤害自己好过你~

因为我爱你~

可是我是必不得已的~

对不起~

我想你~我爱你~

但~

我终会把你戒掉~

曾经拥有你也算好了♥

my happy ending~{GONE}

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?

Don't leave me hangin'
In a city so dead.
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything
That I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it
All of the memories so close to me
Just fade away

All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you care
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

So much for my happy ending♥

my happy ending~

我好喜欢叫你“我的宝贝”... 因为我爱你~

宝贝~

今天是我们第 10 天了哦...

你开心么？

我好开心 =]

因为我能拥有像你那么好的男生来爱我~

宝贝...

谢谢你=]

谢谢你对我那么好...

谢谢你是真心爱我的~

谢谢你那么照顾我...

=]

偷偷告诉你哦...

如果没有你的话...

我真的不知道该怎么好也~

所以宝贝谢谢你=]

我爱你~

么么~

米修~♥

we'll be a dream♥

Do you remember the nights we,
Stayed up just laughing.
Smiling for hours,
at anything.

Remember the nights we,
drove around crazy.
In love

when the lights go out.
We'll be safe and sound.
We'll take control of the world,
likes its all we have
to hold onto
and we'll be
A dream.

Do you remember the nights we,
made our way dreaming
hoping of being being
someone big,
we were so young then,
we were to crazy,
in love

When the lights go out,
we'll be safe and sound
We'll take contorl of the world
likes its all we have
to hold on to
we'll take control of the world
like its all we have, to hold on to.

wat hurt the most❤

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house

That dont bother me

I can take a few tears now and then and just let 'em out

Im not afraid to cry every once in a while

Even though going on with you gone still upsets me

There are days every now and again I pretend Im ok

But thats not what gets me

What hurts the most

Was being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

And never knowing

What could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was tryin to do

Its hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go

But Im doin It

Its hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and Im alone

Still Harder

Getting up, getting dressed, livin with this regret

But I know if I could do it over

I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart

That I left unspoken❤

its over~

anderson mak love fish~

its over~

i wander y....

i really love him~

i miss him now~

he said that i dun give him enough space~

i realize it now~

but my frens said he don know wat he wants~

i dunno is it true~

b'cuz u told me b4 that ur ex broke up with u bcuz ur over protective~

now im the one over protective?

i dun understand...

but i accept it~

i still love you~

i miss you~

Can Frens Last Forever????

can frens last forever?

frens are suppose to tell each other secrets rite?

but y am i the only one telling...

frens are suppose to care for each other...

but why am i the only one caring about u guys~

haiz~

teardrops are covering my face~

and i tried to stop~ but i cant...

i cant stop thinking about it~

im trying not to face the truth...

but..i know 1 day i got to~

but pls...

not today~

im not ready~

maybe its just me~♥

maybe i think too much~

maybe i doubt too much~

maybe i'm over protective~

maybe i love him too much and dun wan anybody to take me away from him~

maybe i'm jealous...

maybe i miss him too much...

or maybe...

just maybe...

...

i'm scared~

i really dunno wat to do...

i keep thinking like...

"is he feeliing boring in this relationship ady"

"is he not taking this love seriously"

"does he knows i everyday worry about him"

i'm scared of losing you...

i'm scared of thinking of those chances above...

am i doing the wrong thing?

do you know how much i love you ?!

do you know wat it feels like to see you talking to girls in those ways?

or is it just me...

because some one told me before i think too much negative~

but....

its a bit true because we fight a lot these day~

we less calling each other...

but when i log in to fb~

the first thing i do is check your profile...

but today...

it hurts me so much just to stare at it...

i dunno wat to do...

should i tell u?

but if i tell you...

i scared our relationship is going to get worse...

in my head~

i keep telling myself i know he loves me~

but for the first time...

i was thinking...

does he really loves me?

will he do anything just for me?

i just wish he has the heart to love me...

now~

even if i miss him or when i need him~

i'll will stare at the ring he gave~

because thats the only thing he gave me...

but i hope its the second~

because i oso wants his heart♥

babe i miss you...

do you know that~

i cant lose you...

i dun wan to let you go...

but if u wanna go...

i really dunno wat to do le...

its a heart but its white~

i need u~ u r the colour red in my heart~

i love you babe~

i just want you to know that~♥

i wish you belong in my heart forever~♥

p.s I LOVE YOU♥

happy 2 months anniversary~♥

babe~ happi 2 months anniversary~

i love you babe...

i promise to love you forever... muaks bii~ =]

i wish you all the best~ muaks muaks~