useless me...

do you know i miss u so much...

i cant stop thinkin about you...

i hope you know it...

i cant sms u when you are working...

i cant take it anymore...

10 hours everyday without smsing you...

haiz...

i dunno y...

but...

i feel sick when your not around...

but when i call u my heart lights up again... and it feel very "xing fu"

but these days...

i really bankrupt le...

i cant help u reload...

i cant help myself reload...

scared to ask from my mother cuz i know she will scold...

im really useless...

no money...

no discipline...

i always pray that i give him happiness everyday...

but i dun think so...

feels like im giving stress and "ma fan" everyday...T^T

i so useless...

this happi feeling is fading away~

pls dun go away~