sorry i'm useless

Today...

we day 20 le...

and u got the job...

i try to be happy but i can't...

somehow i scares me...

it makes my heart dark and lonely feeling again...

i scared i will lose u...

i scared u will leave me...

i scared i don't get to call u bii anymore...

i dunno but when u go with that girl i feel u more happier de...

thats why oni i scared...

i bet your job oso almost everyday de...

i will less see you le...

and wat if the girl oso got the job...

then u all not everyday together sit bus go...

i very scared...

just now msn say u very stress...

is it u stress being with me...

i really dunno wat to do le...

i'm so useless...

i cant give u wat u want...

i always think about me oni...

i just really hope u love me...

or maybe just think of me....

and i oso will happy de....

Today...

in skul let my ex de gf bully...

after that got gastric....

came back got fever...

just now just got scolding by my brother....

i really dunno wat to do...

i want it to change where we were happy...where we were laughing at each other...

i want it to change back...

pls...

anderson mak:

remember the three wish i pray for today...

well only one worked i'm sorry...

i'm USELESS....