my baby Alen....

Broke up with david...
was kind of sad...
but after that i got over it....
for 2009...
my love life 4 me was really really really hard....
first...it was david...was together with him for 10 months...
second it was kevin...was together with him for 3 weeks...
third it was johnny...he was so into me...and becuz i dun wan to be with him...
he started trying to suicide just to force me to be with him...
haiz...2009...i cried like almost every night...
but finally...i manage to rest my heart in someone...
his name is Alen yim kai loon...
his 17...
and i really love him....
was together with on 13.12.2009
9.00 a.m.
and somehow...
when i see him...
he always light up my heart...
but now...
haiz...i can't see him ady...
he went to pahang to study...
miss him so much...
feels like..
without him here...
my has a hole...
no more happy...
can't enjoy my life anymore....
haiz...
cry almost every nit...
haiz...
thinking of you....baby i love you...
muaks....