I really don't know what to do.... i already gave you up, but my heart feels like is missing something... something like... if i don't have you,i will die....
but i have to tell myself,i have already let you to somebody else...when she says his name or even talk about him in school...i always try to change the subject or even try not to talk to her...
But she is one of my best friend, so i can't see him anymore,because if i see him...i will either break down or just run away ....
To the guy i always been running away from:I'll bet went you talk about her,you will feel just the way i feel about you ... she makes you happy all the time...plz take care of your health,wish you two together forever...happy forever...if you guys can stick the way it is...then i will be happy for you guys too...
the first day,when i know that my best friend like him i was shock a first....but is ok now because you guys are meant forever each other...i 'm just a extra person by your side...even though i can't love you anymore...i just wish that you can treat me right and be alittle friendly that's all i want from you...
Lord...help me to understand that i am not the one for him...and help to stop doing anything stupid becausef him...
try to be strong all the time cuz somehow you might have to let go one day...
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